05/10/08 1:33 PM | category: Lust and Longing

Dear Office Husband:

Yesterday was the best day ever -- we skipped out of work at noon and spent the next 14 hours together-- drinking, smoking, bar hopping, laughing, cuddling, enjoying.

Then -- finally -- we kissed for the first time. It was a.maz.ing. We made out in my car for awhile before we finally tore ourselves away to go home to our spouses.

I love you so much. You are my best friend. And you were so worried about me feeling guilty -- you said you hoped I wouldn't regret kissing you --and as hot as it was it means nothing compared to our emotional connection.
So sweet.

Now I want to sleep with you even more. But we won't == we're not leaving our spouses. I feel so messed up -- I'm so in love but yet I feel really sad for all of us -- us and our respective spouses. We are all cheating ourselves.

This is so awesome, yet sucks so much all at once.

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