05/09/08 12:47 AM | category: Lust and Longing

he has stayed the last two nites with me and my husband,nothing has happened AT ALL! i thought we were on the same page with each other,we talk and text as much as possible and we have even got pretty specific about what we wanted to do to each other. now he is here and everything was perfect until he reached for the phone and called his EX!!! for a min i had to pull myself together because my husband was sitting there too, and i knew the tears were coming. all i could do was head to the bathroom and not stay in there long enough and get my bearings so i could come back and act like nothing was wrong. i accidentally feel in love and i guess i believed him and so now i am sitting here on the love seat while my husband is in the bedroom asleep,i am piled up on the love seat watching him sleep, cause i have a sick feeling this will be last time i will get to be around him. and i just want to walk over there and give him the sweeteat kiss and tell him goodnite, cause i know it is.....and i am truly heartbroken.

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